What you are experiencing now, is a lot like being lost in a brain fog that you have come to feel as your normal.
As you emerge out of this bio-chemical depressive fog, everything hurts, you are not sure you will ever recover and you are questioning the core of who you really are so you slip back into the fog.
They can be vindictive and punish you with words, silence, or other manipulations, which can be very destructive to your self-esteem.Unlike bipolar disorder, their moods shift quickly and aren’t a departure from their normal self. Their emotions, behavior, and unstable relationships, including work history, reflect a fragile, shame-based self-image.This is often marked by sudden shifts, sometimes to the extent that they feel nonexistent. Thus, they’re dependent on others and may frequently seek advice from several people about the same question on the same day.The pain and terror of abandonment and feeling unwanted can be so great that suicide feels like a better choice.If you like drama, excitement, and intensity, enjoy the ride, because things will never be calm. They have the quintessential Jekyll and Hyde personality.